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Dear followers,
Sorry I haven’t updated recently. Thank you to new people who have joined my journey despite my long absence! I promise to be back with you all very shortly.
Until then…
Bizu bizu!
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1 noteAnonymous asked: I was so sad when I read that both your parents died :( just wondering, do you live by yourself then? and your tumblr is amazing
No I don’t live alone… and thank you very much friend!
0 notesAnonymous asked: What kind of music do you listen to?
Gospel/Christian music only. :)
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Not an awful lot of time for blogging nowadays. So much to do, so little time. And time is precious.
Until we meet again, friends…

Every time the rain falls, I get a little bit closer.
Your Son is even brighter when the sky clouds over.
I can dream of angels and rainbows, stars and moons,
But none as beautiful as You…
Love was Your invention,
And You are beyond my comprehension.
2 notesOh Lord. I fell soooo behind on this challenge again.
Okay, I’ve never even thought about this question before. I don’t even know if I have one.
I guess you could say my followers are my favourite internet friends… and I don’t have a favourite follower in particular. But I really appreciate the people who follow me from the USA. It’s nice to think that, despite being thousands of miles apart, we can connect so intimately on something like Tumblr. I really appreciate all of your kind messages and stuff. Honestly.
0 notesI’ve had several. I’ll refer to the last as AH.
AH and I liked each other from the moment we saw each other. Like, literally. We later discovered that on the first day of college, each of us had gone to our individual groups of friends to talk about the very hot individual who had sat opposite us in class. Not long after, we were a couple.
AH became one of my closest friends. I could tell him anything and everything. We didn’t have a very physical relationship at all. Like, we rarely even held hands. But we’d talk for hours on end about stuff. We went for walks everywhere - the park, along the Embankment, the Westend… Just talking.
Although we ‘broke up’ in June 2008, I finished my relationship with AH properly the following December after a year and a half of being… involved, you might say. I didn’t want to but I thought it was the wiser decision for the progression of my Christianity.
I was right.
0 notesErm. Am I super dumb or does this not make sense?
Well. If you insist.

Anyone know who this guy is?
0 notes1. TO GET A 1:1 FOR MY DEGREE (so help me God. For real yo).
2. To work for Penguin Publishers.
3. To marry a wonderful man and have beautiful children.
4. To become all that God intended me to be right from the very beginning.
2 notesThe only biological sibling I had died before he was born. He was about a year and a half older than me, and he was supposed to be called Daniel. Then I came along… and they called me Danniella.
I had a stepbrother via my guardian’s (terrible) relationship with a (terrible) man. He lived with me for a short period and then moved back in with his mother.
While we aren’t biologically related, I call my best friend and her siblings my sisters. Their names are Debby, Precious and Princess. Their mother calls me her ‘surrogate daughter’. I love them all so much.
Everyone assumes that in being the only child, you wind up a real brat. This is untrue. I had no time to be a brat as a child. I was too busy dealing with other stuff.
I think having siblings is a pretty nice thing.
1 noteSo it’s not the third day. I’ve been slacking on this challenge because I have tons of schoolwork to finish. But I thought I’d at least try and slip some answers in this morning (it’s 3:33am).
So. My momma and poppa.
My father was a DJ named Christopher. I think he was like a year younger than my mother. They met at a house party sometime in the 1980s. He made some pretty silly mistakes. Went to prison. You get the idea. Thankfully (according to legend - otherwise known as information from my aunt) he gave his life to Christ while he was in jail. Which is pretty nice. I remember his tiny flat, and the Jungle music that’d be blaring from the speaker system every time my mother dropped me off at his, and how it always had a musty smell - probably from his smoking habits. Sometimes he’d try to make me dance to his music, and I’d laugh. The whole block always felt like it was vibrating. My father was young and fun and colourful and creative and talented. We went to the park sometimes, and he’d push me on the swings so high my jelly shoes felt like they were skimming the clouds. One day he pushed the roundabout a little too hard and I hurt myself. He was so sorry. I remember the apologies and the kisses. I also remember the girlfriend watching from a distance. I didn’t think much of her, although in retrospect I suppose she made the effort with me. But I wanted him with my mum.
My mother was named Janet. She was pretty and had nice hair. She worked for the council and drove a Renault Clio. On Sundays, she’d make us Chicken Tonight (remember that advert?) and we’d sit around our little round wooden table in our little kitchen in Pump Lane and eat together. I always slept in my mum’s bed and late at night, I’d tuck myself into the crook of her armpit and listen to her read ‘Rumplestiltskin’ aloud to me with the funniest accents for all the different characters. When she thought I was finally sleeping, she’d flick on the TV and watch ‘The Springer Show’. I listened sometimes. Probably shouldn’t have at that age, but whatever. I remember how she smelt of Perm Repair and this lemon body cream I can never seem to find in the shops. And how she’d make me Frosties in a huge bowl in the mornings before school. And how she’d watch me from the bedroom window as I played outside with the other kids just to make sure no one pushed me around or snatched me away. Sometimes for a treat, we’d randomly go to the Mc Donald’s Drive-Thru in the evenings for a Happy Meal.
I’m speaking in past tense because neither of my parents are here anymore. They passed away before I hit the age of ten. But I remember every little thing. I don’t speak about them much. It used to hurt a lot, but now I can look back and say I’m glad I had the opportunity to know them - even if it was only for a little while.
Mum… Dad… See you soon.
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